DOUBT
I know you wander in your mind
That you wonder day and night
Do I love you and only you
Or I’m hiding someone else in my heart.
You torture me and yourself
And days and years fly by you …
Threads of doubt you roll in the ball
One, then another, then a dozen of them.
They roll in your head, collide, unravel
And create chaos
It’s not easy for you, you can’t figure it out
That I love only you.
In vain, dear, you torture yourself
You have a thousand questions in your head
No way to understand the truth right
I loved and I love only you
Discard your doubts about me
Instead of that examine yourself
Do you really love me?!
WITH A POEM IT’S EASIER TO SAY
I often write, looking for the right words
I play with them and tailor the verse
to say with a poem what is on my mind
to throw out everything that is suffocating me…
I didn’t even know until now
how it’s easy to say in a poem
all that I have carried inside me for a long time
and I wanted to tell you that a long time ago
but I couldn’t utter it.
When you write from the heart, with the soul
the words line up like a joke
and even if sadness and pain accompany you
so the tears began to water them
they will meet halfway
and the most beautiful poem to say.
The poems came to me from dreams
which I dreamed of for so long
they found me one May morning
and continued to hang out with me
that night and tomorrow…
today and all the following mornings.
I write and put together various words
I play with them and tailor poems
I send various messages and don’t count
my poems are a reflection of me
they are my soul
I confirmed with them
that I still remained myself!
